Tuesday, June 30, 2009



from claire

this is my theme song for thinking about moving to London


Like A Rolling Stone - Bob Dylan

Conor Oberst has no soul, poor guy

I drove down to Columbia last night to see Conor Oberst and the Mystic Valley Band play. I love Conor because his lyrics are so powerful and painful. I expected to see someone perform who is painfully aware of the world around him and of his own struggle as a human being existing in a painful world. I was disappointed. Maybe the drugs have taken his soul (Rolling Stone: "Rock's Boy Genius"). But somehow, he just wasn't there. I got bored watching him because his actions were coming from nowhere. A girl from the band Michael Runion came on stage for the last song and was trying to seduce him hard core with her tambourine to no avail. How do you seduce someone without a soul?

On the flip side, I was glad to see him sober for the show. He came to perform at Mizzou a couple years ago and a friend of mine who went said that he was thisclose to throwing up on stage.

For a guy who is so in tune to the reality of life, it makes me sad that he is somewhat gone from experiencing it. Look and listen to his opening song, "To all the lights in the windows"

"Moses up on the mountainside
What a place to meet
He brought his pad and his pencil
Poured himself some gypsy tea
And all the world's multiplicity
They turn his brain and his soul to stone
He drew his face on a tablet
And carried it back home

Jesus off in the water
Standing on his feet
Yeah, that's the thing about charisma
It makes everyone believe
But there is nothing impossible
When I'm with you and when you're with me
I got a sad sinking feeling
That that can never be"



To All the Lights in the Windows - Conor Oberst

Good Hearted Woman - Willie Nelson with Waylon Jennings

gosh, i'm turning into such a country fan.

Monday, June 29, 2009

"I'm glad we're studying zeitgeist next time, I've been looking for an excuse to read some Derrida."

- a high schooler in our youth group. this comment made me absolutely giddy. sometimes I'm so happy doing what I'm doing here.

Thursday, June 25, 2009

"we must try to converse with God in little ways while we do our work; not in memorized prayer, not trying to recite previously formed thoughts. Rather, we should purely and simply reveal our hearts as the words come to us."
- brother Lawrence in the practice of the presence of God